Just don't know...

A lot of my posts recently have been laced with an air of despair. Unfortunately, this will be another one of those. Like Jack of The White Stripes sings, "I just don't know what to do with myself". I feel like things go well for a few days, but then everything falls, like a cake if you open the oven door too prematurely. I am proud of myself for at least getting to the gym as frequently as I have been- five days a week! But this is purely superficial, everything inside is still out of shape. Somebody help me get right!!!